A Spiritual Parody

Posted July 28, 2016 in The Soul & Life Purpose

This morning I watched a channeler, (deceived by a false light being), ‘transmit’ a message from Mary Magdalene to encode humanity with a light activation to assist in the ascension process. As she began to speak I felt waves of confusion, sadness, and then disgust come over my body. Was I being ‘judgmental’? I checked in–No, I was actually fucking heartbroken.

This is the all-too-common model I see of spiritual teachers/leaders/healers–Egos playing dress-up (as “spiritual”) versus egos that are willing to die. This parody is what seekers are being sold. More shocking, this parody is what seekers are buying–This parody of spirituality, where the ego enjoys the seat of ‘special’ while the heart of humanity grieves for the loss of human Truth.

This parody sells because it is safe to hide behind a white caftan mumu and feathers and bang on about ‘peace, love and high vibes’. It gives the ego something else to cling to, to attach as, of which to define itself.

True spirituality is about being willing to die–To enter into the uncomfortable messy places that are gritty and hot and ugly and SIT. And SIT LONGER. And SIT in the flames of feeling until the Truth of undeniable Real Love is birthed and radiates from every pore. We can no longer afford to spray “spiritual” perfume on a pile of unconscious shit and hope no one notices.




True spirituality also encompasses joy and light and bliss and play but not at the expense of integration–Never at the expense of body knowing and Soul integrity.

My heartbreak is for the confusion and lack of discernment of all the Souls led astray. Of course I have compassion for the desire to run–Truth is often uncomfortable, painful and even brutal.

But we need to be willing to enter the pain of discomfort to experience the rejoining of the True ecstasy body. For Divine Love to prevail, the smaller self must be willing to die again and again.

We must learn to Feel again. We must learn to be Real again. Now more then ever, it is crucial to integrate Soul on the planet. There are no secret doors, short cuts or fuzzy comfortable waiting rooms of numbing light. We get to Real Love by being willing to sit in the gritty truth of our humanity. We get to Real Love by humbly breaking open to birth our sainted selves, again, again and once again. Join yourSelf, now.

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  1. Brenda Lea deGraw
    Thursday, July 28th, 2016
    Where its at for me. I feel once intune with my soul I am intune with the universe! Thank you! Sincerely, Brenda
  2. Greg D
    Friday, August 12th, 2016
    Assuming someone is putting in the spiritual work of disassociating from ego by surrendering of preferences and not suppressing thoughts, and just being with your life, what advice can you give for cultivating discernment?

    There are a lot of voices claiming the truth. Thanks for the thought provoking post!

  3. Saturday, August 20th, 2016
    You got that right. The only way is through... But it's worth it
  4. Le V
    Wednesday, August 24th, 2016
    I loved your pièce de résistance to SIT and SIT LONGER. Part of my practice has been to increase my capacity to hold the tension (much easier said than done). To be with the sorrow, anger, frustration with equanimity alongside the compassion, love, and kindness.
  5. Justin
    Sunday, November 27th, 2016
    Elisa, I have just started contact with my soul, and even though he has not yet told me exactly who he is, i choose to believe he is my soul for now. Although reading this, i hope I'm not being decevied either by my pen ego or an outside force.

    Could you please ask sophia if the names "clay" and /or "amy" mean anything to her when the names are used together? Also, can you please ask if she really believes she has full access to the real truth, or if that is partly kept a mystery to her as well, to protect her as much as they are protecting us. Perhaps the deal is when the two of us join, then we go on that adventure together. You don't have to answer, but i guess she will get the message just by reading it.
  6. Deb Duer
    Friday, January 13th, 2017
    Bravo Elisa!

    Your blog is the first one Iv'e ever read, that I will follow. I am 50 and began studying the evolutionary process we are now agressively being drawn toward, 26 years ago. You speak, from my point of view, what is most likely the best truth we can conceive of, at this time. It is rare for me as an empath to know of people like you. Continue to chose your words with 'intuidom' (intuition and wisdom)!